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Release: 2/28/2009

1.SlipN'Slide 2.DuhDuhDuh 3.HombreDeLaBolsa 4.TheCold-Hearted 5.TellMe 6.AttentionWhore 7.WalkOfShame 8.YourRegret 9.Look
10.StopIt 11.MyOwnDamnBed


1.SlipN'Slide
 

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Slip, slide, sneaking past your waking eye

If I make one false move then I'm compromised

I have no clue who I did last night

I finally find out when you turn on the light 

What was I thinking, too much drinking

Alcohol makes me insane

Deer in headlights, stone faced, paralyzed

Why oh well can't I get away 

Caught red-handed reaching for the knob

You ask me to stay slurring like a slob

I'm leaving no matter what you say

Don't know your name and that's ok, I am not ok 

What was I thinking, too much drinking

Alcohol destroys my brain

Thanks to the gin I got some action

I guess I really can't complain

 


2.DuhDuhDuh

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You had a lot to say, enough to penetrate, the deepest sinning skin

With loathe and increased hate, I must retaliate, but where should I begin 

You make me sick, how could a bitch like you know what to do

Give me a chance, it's all I need, there's nothing I won't prove 

Never have I ever wanted anything more than what I could have with you,

But there's two lives your leading, one is you scheming, the other is tried and true

Things could be better, I could stop beating myself up too

But that's when I feel alive, when I'm so goddamn black and blue 

You sold every verse, make sure you rehearse, when confronted about your words

With loathe and increased hate, I must retaliate, but I don't know what's worse 

You disgust me, how can you be considered human being

Take from the poor, even a whore would be considered clean 

Never have I ever wanted anything more than what I could have with you,

But there's two lives your leading, one is you scheming, the other is tried and true

Things could be better, I could stop beating myself up too

But that's when I feel alive, when I'm so goddamn black and blue

 

 

3.HombreDeLaBolsa 

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From the inside, I can hear your heart throb

Watching you sleep is a part of my job

Tucked in all snug so you can't run for help

Don't beg for mercy, you brought this on yourself

Tap on the glass, I'll admit that was me

Under your bed, that I can guarentee

You might remember me; I'm the man of your dreams

You'd probably disagree, but I can make you see 

I'd like to

Blindside you

Terrorize you

Arrange your face in ways no one can recognize

I need to

Confine you

Seek and find you

Catch and bind you (I can't just leave you alone) 

With your eyes shut tight, it is my delight

I will bide my time until it is right

Don't fall asleep tonight; you can use all your might

I will feed off your fright, you should have been polite 

I'd like to

Blindside you

Terrorize you

Arrange your face in ways no one can recognize

I need to

Confine you

Seek and find you

Catch and bind you (I can't just leave you alone) 

I can't just leave you alone

I can't just leave you

 

 

4.TheCold-Hearted 

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Why all these questions?

Do I need a reason for everything?

From your expression it's clear

That you finally found me out

Mostly harmless, but cruel

Feeling like a damn fool I

Gain some courage, take a breath

Cause I can't be honest after death 

You might be disappointed in what I have to say

But that doesn't mean I'm gonna be walking away

And I have lived enough to make a few mistakes

But that's no excuse

I'm just a cold-hearted son of a bitch who forgot his place 

Dry your eyes, you despise me

Don't recognize me? That's fair

I never touched her, I never loved her

My dear

And I understand that what I said was wrong and I

Shouldn't have let it happen, I should have been long gone

And I know that sometimes words speak louder than actions and in this case

I'll admit it’s a good debate 

You might be disappointed in what I have to say

But that doesn't mean I'm gonna be walking away

And I have lived enough to make a few mistakes

But that's no excuse

I'm just a cold-hearted son of a bitch who forgot his place

I'm just a cold-hearted son of a bitch who forgot his place

I'm just a cold-hearted son of a bitch who forgot your face

I'll buy a one-way ticket and leave without a trace

 

 

5.TellMe 

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Can you believe this is the last time that you'll ever hear my voice

Because I do

I'm sick of you

This is the last time that I'll ever call your phone for your advice

Because it's true

I'm sick of you

I reached inside myself, pulled out my heart, and gave it straight to you

What did you do

You broke it in two

And now I do myself to avoid the extending arms pushing me down

Because it's you

That's what you do 

Tell me you don't want me

Tell me you don't need me

Tell me you will leave me

Tell me you don't love me 

Hang up the phone now it is time for me to wipe the falling tears

From my cheekbones

Pick up the phone

I'll try again to penetrate your brain with these words from my mind

Out of my mouth

They will come out

I hear the ring and then I start to think if you don't pick it up

What will I do

To convince you

I let it ring a few more times hoping my call it didn't fail

It's so good to hear your voice mail 

Tell me you don't want me

Tell me you don't need me

Tell me you will leave me

Tell me you don't love me 

Tell me you don't want me

Tell me you don't need me

Tell me you will defeat me

Tell me you don't love me

 

 

6.AttentionWhore 

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Crave attention and crave compliments

You fill up much space with stupid requests

Take your pictures so no one forgets

You're a fucking drama queen 

How many times can you say the same thing

Before it grows so cold

And these people keep feeding your ego

You fucking drama queen 

Same expression, same position, same intentions

Strangers telling you what you want to hear

Your appearance doesn't make you who you are

You can't hide behind your mirror

I guess you take comfort in a computer screen

You fucking drama queen



 

7.WalkOfShame 

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Oh, did you see her

Walking out the room

Lipstick smeared and rough sex hair

Soft footsteps of doom

For her there is no fortune

There is only fame

Gonna take that woman's picture

Gonna put it in a frame 

Walk of shame

The walk of shame

Don't pretend like you didn't know before you came

Yeah 

She stares at strangers faces

Judging her every move

They're wondering if knowingly her mother would approve

Walking down the hallway

They peer at all her flaws

While their buddy in the bedroom relishes in all the applause 

Walk of shame

The walk of shame

Don't pretend like you didn't know before you came

Yeah, yeah, yeah 

Walk of shame

The walk of shame

Don't you act like you didn't know before you came

Walk of shame

The walk of shame

The walk of shame

 

 

8.YourRegret 

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Just call me your regret

Since you haven't had one yet

How am I supposed to find

The girl that I'll call mine

When I'm someone else's threat 

Just sing me your lament

Because I can't take a hint

I've wronged what once was right

And tried to justify

What brought us to the end 

You see my love is a burden

That you can't seem to shake

My love is the golden rule

That you'll always need to break

My love is the one that

You're so quick to judge

As a mistake 

You take the world

And you hold it in your hand

When that is not enough

And the goings getting tough

I could be a better man 

Because my love is a burden

That you can't seem to shake

My love is the golden rule

That you'll always need to break

My love is the one that you're

So quick to judge

As a mistake 

Take your time to repent

For I was not heaven sent

Maybe God will delay

And let me live another day

To be someone else's regret 

Just call me your regret

It's the only chance you'll get

Can somebody tell me why

You keep running through my mind

All I want is to forget 

You see my love is a burden

That you can't seem to shake

My love is the golden rule

That you'll always need to break

My love is the one that I'm

So quick to judge as worth the wait

But for you it's too late

 

 

9.Look 

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Trust in yourself

There's no one else

Look inside

That heart you hide

Show me that smile

To keep me content for awhile

But you know the truth 

When you look at me

I can see you're contemplating

Think of no one else

And do this for yourself 

Trust in your mind

And you will find your way

Look in my eyes

And tell me you can't stay

Reading that face

I will misplace my heart

Cause I know the truth 

When you look at me

I can see you're contemplating

Leaving me

Do this for yourself

Don't stay for my sake

I'll pick myself up another day so

Think of no one else

And do this for yourself

 

 

10.StopIt 

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It could be worse, I could be dead

But instead I'm stuck with you

With all of your ex's and all of their habits

And everything they would do

I feel I can't compete when we hit the street

Or when we stay at home

You're always pissy, you're always bitchy

I'm always doing something

To you I don't amount to much

At least I can say that 

I'm alive

More than you anyway 

What the fucks wrong this time, what did I do

What the hell did I say

Is this a pity party or another one of your mind games

Your mind games give me migraines so could you please

Just tell the truth

What if he were in this situation

Hopefully he'd leave you

Alone and cold inside your house

At least I can shout that  

I'm alive

More than you anyway 

I don't care about your ex's, I don't want to know their names

I'm tired of playing "Who's to blame?"

It would be fine if you didn't talk about this all the time

You just need to learn to  

Shut your fucking mouth

Or it's over

 

 

11.MyOwnDamnBed

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I understand that you're upset

It's surely been a long night

Why can't you put your issues on hold

And just squeeze me tight

You have to know how late it is

Sleep is overdue

You had to pick the worst hour to fight

You know this to be true 

You can try and kick me out

But I'm saying I'm not leaving here

If I really bother you this much

Pretend I disappeared

There's a pull-out couch outside this room

A great place to rest your head

You can try and kick me out

But I'm sleeping in my own damn bed 

Can't you tell by the pillows

That are covering my head

My ears have heard enough nonsense tonight

I'd love to go to bed

But you just wanna bring it on

Because you know that I've been sick

Sick of the fighting, sick of the timing

Sick of this argument 

You can try and kick me out

But I'm saying I'm not leaving here

If I really bother you this much

Pretend I disappeared

There's a pull-out couch outside this room

A great place to rest your head

You can try and kick me out

But I'm sleeping in my own damn bed

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